They Keep Running...

So much on my mind, so much on my conscious.
Heavy weighted goals, left too much up for assumptions.
It's always something.
Damn if I do, damn my thoughts keep on running.
They keep running...

How do I stop them, I was tired of fronting. 
Speaking up for myself the words can't backfire.
Jammed with the decisions, they say keep it 100.
My numbers left others in the crossfire, isn't that something.
Someone was bound to get hit, I sprayed, everyone started running...

Not anymore, I don't keep anything in anymore.
Lost some friends, mixed feelings, I've been here before.
Gained some family, told me I don't have to speak anymore...

Sleepless nights, got caught up and they want to fight.
I don't fight, I'm a lover but I'm free to preach my mind.
The limit, I was reaching mine.
Put it out in 3D, had to read between the lines.
Conversations with God, he said keep pushing, everything will be fine...

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